Saturday, April 30, 2005

These are Simple Words

It's just so nice to have known a man
Who taught me not to live in illusions and expectations.
Instead accept that reality is not always good
and might be painful.

It's just so nice to have known a man
Who knows how to win people's hearts
Let their hearts speak
and mind express their thoughts
And be assured that this man will truly understand.

It's just so nice to have known a man
Who is not afraid to show himself
Let others know who he is
and who he's not
He may not be capable of doing everything
but surely he does great things.

It's just so nice to have known a man
Who lives his life lightly
It makes you see his courage and
power to take every situation under control.

Yes of course I don't see him as a perfect man
But certainly he's a good man!

YollyD.

A Prayer for Improvement

Dear Jesus,

I know that I should not feel bad. Please help me become a better person by making me focus on my goals and not on other's fortunes.

Please always show me my blessings and do not shut my eyes to the beauty of my life.

Please give me patience to wait for the harvest season whil I am planting my seeds.

Please do not let me forget that You're always there to save when I'm drowning.

Please make me shut my mouth if my words will not contribute to Your glory.

Please let me live my life to let others see Your works and wonders through me. To let them see Your goodness and Your glory.

Please do not let evil overshadow me through greed, hatred, jealousy and idealisms.

Please make me humble myself more while I aim for the stars. These I pray.

Amen.

YollyD.

Love at First Sight

My heart weeps I can't sleep
My mind is filled with thoughts
and those are you...

How come I've met you?
How come I liked you?

Is it coincidence? Or is it the one I'm praying for?
I hope I can see you again.

Perhaps spend some time with you again.
Only some? If I can spend my life with you... I will

To look in your eyes and see your soul.
To hold you in my arms and make it forever.
To kiss your lips and feel your heart.
To touch your face and make it my view of heaven.

To hear your voice and make it my music.
To see you smile and make it my favorite color.

I Love You...

YollyD.

A Prayer of Gratitude and Faith

Dearest Jesus,

Thank You for this beautiful life. Thank You for helping me find my way and guiding me through my journey.

I thank You my Lord for taking control of my life. You've shown miracles in my life. I pray that I'll continue to do great things in Your glory.

I know that I'm not a good person. Nor am I an extraordinary person. I'm just one of Your children who believes that You'll rescue me each time I fall. Who believes that You'll always be there even when nobody sems to care.

I am a sinner. I commit the same mistakes over and over again. And for those I felt the emptiness in my heart because I know that they put distance between us.

My Lord, I thank You for taking care of my faith. I am not a good worshipper yet I truly believe that You find ways for me to find You and come back to You. I neeed You always and I depend so much on You. I truly admit that can not do the least thing without Your blessing.

My Lord, I pray that You'll appreciate the little things that I do. For I am not a great person. I always try to make the best out of what you have given me.

I do believe that You have equipped me inorder to survive and live a beautiful life. To reach my goals. Yet I still feel afraid to use it to the fullest.

The thing that I have to learn is the courage to take more risks. To face failures with positive attitude.

But for now my Lord, I'm just starting to take a step higher. And I need Your help to reach that last step.

YollyD.

Friday, April 29, 2005

I Don't Believe in Fairy Tales

I don't believe in fairy tales
For if they were true
You should've been my prince.

You should've rescued my from my fears
Or kissed me to make my dreams come true.

I don't believe in fairy tales
For if they were true
I should've been happy in Your arms
Holding me so tight.

And though time passes by
I will never know
For I am sealed by your timeless embrace.

YollyD.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

A Sinner's Prayer

Dear Lord,

I am heartfully sorry for being too weak to resist temptations. I despise myself for not being able to live in Your words.

My guilt and my sins drive me away from You. Oftentimes, I am so shameful that I don't pray anymore. And I feel sad and afraid... and most of all isolated.

I am a prisoner of my passion... my desires... my wants... I AM A PRISONER OF MYSELF.

I know that many times You've been trying to rescue me. To hold me in Your loving arms. Cleanse my soul... my thoughts and my heart. But I resist... and instead plunge myself in sins.

When will I ever conquer myself and be with You? When will I be a good follower? A good servant? When will I deserve You?

RESCUE ME!!!

YollyD.